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    September 03

    I can not buy you a furture

    就像85版所说的:想的说的做的和最后记录的,往往不是同样的内容。缺失与再加工,无休止地进行。 
    后一句我早就想这么表达了,找不到词儿。
     
    msn的配色方案用了很多年的天蓝色,昨天在衣服店的时候也是,看了好几件蓝色的tee于是被问及是不是很喜欢蓝色,我愕然,没有啊。早上把方案改成酸橙色,调出来的颜色我一直以为那叫浮萍绿。看吧,偏差无处不在。近期最大的偏差大概是糟蹋得一塌糊涂的假期——玩物必须丧志。
    过了生日算是奔三人士了,可是难道和过往的那些有差别吗?越来越没好奇心了,小学的时候我热衷于问父母二年级和三年级有区别吗,四年级会有新的感觉吗。但哎,真的懒得发问了。以前擅长讲故事现在擅长自我原谅然且表达能力越来越差。冰冻三尺非一日之寒,it is too late...
    有一个网站是可以给未来的自己写email的,想到这主意的人真天才。今年生日的时候我就在等一年前写的那封信。我以为我有写很长,或者可能写的很矫情,结果都不是。可见这一年其实也没什么长进,贬低过去以突出现在的事儿肯定是没少做。我总是分不清现实和想象把自己绕进去,以前每次眼保健操或者早操时经常怀疑是不是幻听了又想象了,指不定人家都好端端的在上课一个个目瞪口呆看着你犯傻。
     
    本来要去TB的Live的,票都定了,结果从延期到取消,政治>娱乐。毕竟人民日益怎长的物质文化需要和落后的社会主义生产之间的矛盾是咱的基本矛盾。
    人算不如天算,这句话最好用了。嘿,谁不是这么过的呢。
     
    回头看这过往
    不能说这人生的足够坚强
    但都没有留下任何遗憾
    只是快乐悲伤 最后我会遗忘 没有例外
    至少和你分享生命热情过
    至少我还能够珍视这伤痛
    至少我能庆幸生命曾拥有
    至少日落之前坚持的没错

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    我今年写了,你不许提醒我啊我要surprise……
    Oct. 19
    Diwrote:
    缺失与再加工。无休止的进行。太对了。
    我用蓝色的配色方案也是好多年了。只是懒得更改了。好像人大了。一些方面就变懒了。
    最后那八行字的格式很有意思。内容也好:)
    Sept. 9
    wrote:
    2Vivi:......
    2茶姐:对的,我今年还没写^^
    Sept. 7
    我都忘了我是寄给什么时候的自己的了。。
    TB的live,不知道该说什么。敏感,敏感,一个80多岁的老男人了还敏感个p
    Sept. 5
    Carinawrote:
    你说的是futureme.org?我也写过,而且收到信的时候感想跟你几乎一样。今年还是写了,不知道明年是什么感想。
    Sept. 4

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